Hindi mo maika-kaila na marami ka talagang makikilala dito sa Tumblr. Merong nagiging kaibigan, kalandian, pwede rin yung ka-plastikan. Di naman mawawala yun. Syempre, merong mga umaattend ng meetups, may nag-oorganize, may pakipot pa na gusto pilitin sya na umattend ng meetup kasi ganito, ganyan.
Hindi mo rin maikakaila na anytime, nagiging busy ka. Yung tipong long-time ba. Sa dami ng nakilala ko dito, meron talagang anjan pa rin kahit gaano ka ka-busy. Meron namang nakakausap mo pa rin kahit papano thru text/twitter/FB.
Pero meron talagang kahit gaano mo pa siya/sila ka-close, pag naging busy ka ng matagal na panahon at pag bumalik ka, parang wala na. Awkward. Parang wala kayong pinagsamahan. E kasi, naging busy ka e. Tapos marami na siya naka-close na iba. Na-leftout ka na. Ganun yun e.
Minsan, mas okay pa yung mga taong nakakausap mo lang paminsan-minsan pero wine-welcome ka pa rin pagbalik mo. Hindi yung bumalik ka na nga, wala pa siya/silang pakialam kasi nawala ka e. Naging busy ka e.
Memories. May it be happy or sad - these are the reasons why it would take you a long time to move on, to move forward and remind yourself that it’s never the same.
Memories, the best thing about them is they don’t change;
the person/s in it does.
Have always been on that state where you are very frustrated coz you feel like “no one cares” or that you feel like no one feels like talking to you.
It’s somehow a struggling phase. But it doesn’t really matter. Really.
Remind yourself: Why are you here, anyway?
To express yourself, to let out all the things that you’ve been ranting about but can’t do anything about it. To somehow release the tension and put everything into words - words you never though would slip off your fast-typing fingers that seemed like they have a mind of their own.
Just have to stay on the positive line, do things for fun. Avoid that frustrating feeling that would put you nowhere.
Who told you it’s easy to move on? Especially if the person you’re about to forget once meant everything to you?
Madali lang mag-move on if you have already accepted everything.
Keeping an open mind and reminding yourself that you have to think about yourself, too and not again lose your value in the process of valuing him too much.
10 WAYS TO LOVE:
- Listen without interrupting (Proverbs 18)
- Speak without accusing (James 1:19)
- Give without sparing (Proverbs 21:26)
- Pray without ceasing (Colossians 1:9)
- Answer without arguing (Proverbs 17:1)
- Share without pretending (Ephesians 4:15)
- Enjoy without complaint (Philippians 2:14)
- Trust without wavering (Corinthians 13:7)
- Forgive without punishing (Colossians 3:13)
- Promise without forgetting (Proverbs 13:12)
Love unconditionally. Love like Jesus :)